IT'S YOU. IT'S ONLY YOU FOR ME.
 CONGRATULATION TO MY DEAREST iDOL...SEZAIRI SEZALI!!! I AM SO PROUD OF YOU..U ARE AMONG THE BEST CONTESTANT TIS YEAR..FROM THE BEGINNING UR IDOL JOURNEY START,I HAVE OREADY HAVE FAITH IN YOU.VOTE FOR YOU UPTEEN TIMES BUT ALL WORTH IT WEN 27 DECEMBER 2009,U BE OUR 3 IDOL...WAT MAKES ME PROUD IS 3 YEARS IN A ROW,MALAY WIN THIS REALITY SHOW..WELL SEZAIRI U GOT TO WORK HARD DEAREST...UR JOURNEY OF IDOL BEGIN NOW... ALL THE BEST IN YOUR COMING STAGE LIFE & MAY 2010 BLESS YOU WITH MORE HAPPINESS & GREAT HEALTH... *LOVELOVE* YOUR FANATIC FAN... Hey dearest...im feeling damn shit now!!!Im so busy now with my tite schedule..work from 11am till 9:30pm..the working hours is okay..i am really fine with that..I am suddenly feel something so missing from my life..hmm!!i miss him though every break hour we met..i just dunnoe ow to describe this feeling..its just thathe really dun understand my feeling...im emo-inc now..i miss him oready...he like bo-layan me...i try to be nice..he like so busy..i try my very best to be the best but he like pull down my self confidence okay..am actually crying now...just dun feel good okay..about this marriage...i have to do something bout it...seriously its like things are not in proper..*sigh* What am i supposed to do to make him realised how deep my love is..he been ignoring my needs...It sucks okay.!!!way too SUCK!!i tried many ways...still i lose..It really saddened me okay..Looking at some other married couple,Im so full of jealousy...they seem so sweet..so romantic..so close..the bonding is there,the intimacy is there too..I am glad & lucky to have him but to have someone hurting ur feeling without him notice it,its dangerous okay...Im so depressed...seriously,The reason for me to kip on trying is my little princess..i cant gif up this marriage for my own selfishness....But Hey!!!I need his love okay...2010 is in 3 days...i hope the new year will bring me good life,happiness & good health...ok dokey!! I gtg now...C ya again... *lovelove* HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! oh ya..dearest cousins,this new year eve,we wont be able to countdown..many things to be done..im working..he also working....so yeah enjoy ursself okay dearest!!! Love, YANa HUBBY BOUGHT THIS FOR ME.........  .jpg) .jpg) Its GUCCI baby!! .jpg) Im so lovin this .jpg) THE Warranty Card showing that it is Authentic Ok darling llet make this post a short one.Tomorrow is my 1st day at work.I need to repert work at Tampines Mall @ Mothercare by 1050am.Im so NERVOUS...I will try my best.Atlas I have a stable job.Alhamdulilah.I just came back from KL 2 days ago..Tell u their stuff all EXPENSIVE..so nerve racking.Piss me off too...hahaha..i just bought 2 clothes for myself & babygerl BARNEY bag.Nothing for hubby.LOL!!!i really enjoy the outing with lovely cousins.Really fun..But ya i dun mind for not getting to shop there..as i realised that they are much expensive than us.So guess wat,Once i reached Singapore,hubby fetch me & cousin Raudhah from Budget Terminal.Head home first..put our bag..And off to VIVOCITY!!!I bought 2 MANGO top,4 CLUBMARC panty & 1 pump shoe..Earlier today,hubby on MC just to accompany me at home.Went shopping at City Square Mall @ Johore..I bought 3 MANGO top & hubby bought GUCCI Sunglassess for me..Whoa..I shop until i drop..So now i just have to stay focus on my job..I want to save $$$...next holiday will be on February...Ok..i gtg.. Need to sleep..I love ya'all!!!! Nitenite!!! *HUGS*  Okay i gtg..i wont be bolgging till next week so baby...do take care & enjoy ur Holidays k... MERRY CHRISTMAS....HAPPY NEW YEAR.. OMG!!2010....so fast kan...like i cant believe i've been wasting time sitting at home.jobless..ok new resolution & new me... LOVE YOU!!!!   U turned 3 years old today..Im so glad to have you here in my life.I thanked ALLAH for giving you born into this world.Having you taught me the meaning of life,perseverance,love & U make me PROUD to be someone called MAMA..I love you more than anitin..U are LIFE,my SUNSHINE...my EVERYTHING.Your laughter,your smile,your cheekiness make me so loving it.I am Proud to be MUMMY to smart girl like YOU. Now u have grown a year older,I am soo looking forward to see you grow teenage which i can teach you to Doll up,Shopping & most important to look after urself properly.You must be one of the BeaUTIFUL girl in this world(alhamdulilah).I simply loving my life to fullest with a daughter like,A husband like Papa..My life is COMPLETE!!!We gonna celebrate ur birthday this Friday At the Beach okay..I love you baby!!!! im loving you till the end of me!!!seriously...you are my STRENGTH.I cant imagine life without someone like YOU!!Your smile BRIGHTENED up my day of living with You.Thru Ups & down,You never fail to cheer me up though at times I did make You Upset!!but You Know dat I love You Much..I love You Darlingg...Hope we cn go through this journey of life TOGETHER....  ok babies,im actually missing my hubby much2.Eversince he back at work at Tampines outlet,He been so busy okay!!no time to call me,sms so seldom luhh...at night wen he's back,he will defibitely do his things b4 he sleep..Since im having my Insomnia now,im a bit lonely luhh...Can you imagine i can only sleep at 5.30 or 6.30 am..need to wake up at 8.30am to prepare lunch box for hubby..After that cnt sleep..*sigh*.i am wondering why it so hard for me to sleep tite..Because of lack of sleep,i have MIGRAINE...worst headache ever...Yesterday i went interview at this place near Ubi area.The office is small.They assigned for Reception position.I am excited.They want to trial for 2 days.Tuesday & Wednesday..Early this morning..they called & say i dont have to come since they found the perfect candidate.Im ok since i have another interview at Kaki Bukit.I ask my mum along as she also bored at home.My auntie recommend me work as a permanent promoter.Pray hard that i will get the job.I f once i got the job meaning i cant go KL for short gateway.I need a BREAK actually..but its ok..Im prepared to work...I just hope to hear from them soon.Thursday is my babygirl 3rd birthday.We are just gnna celebrate it on Friday & the venue will be at home.Just a simple Celebration to make her happy.So fast you grow babygirl.Im missing the little you...But mama still LOVE you okay...We just gnna invite the closest cousins..So whoever were invited please come okay!!!the party will start officially after 7pm..after everyone came back from work..Good Idea!!2morrow need to order cake for her.Saturday an outing with schoolmates...Simply cant wait.Really miss those times wen in school.& so fast everyone grow..... i gtg now..oh yeah..dun forget to VOTE for SEZAIRI SEZALI.. i really want him to win the title badly.He just so TALENTED!!! ok gtg now.. *lovelove* i still have difficulties in sleeping nowadays.I just dunnoe why.Many things on my mind.How i wish im still a kid where i dont have to tink much bout future.I dont have to careless bout feelings.All i know is to PLAY!!!*sigh*..sadly im grown up.Im married.Im a wife & a mother.At the age of 19,i marry to my husband.With different background.We try to adapt to each other lifestyle.I make a vow to him that I want to grow old with him.Till death separate us.At this young age,it is difficult to managed housechores,kids & career.But with the help of Allah i managed to pull this through.Alhamdulilah.There always a reason behind when things happen.We just have to put faith in it.be patience.Be strong.Be mature.Remember to think positive always.That will motivates you to be someone BETTER. it would be a lie if i say marriage life is always UP...there is also DOWN.At times when we have marital problem,we will definitely feel down.As if the world going to end.No mood for everything.Ridiculous.Arguments after argument.Stick together to solve it in a nice way.People say that argument in a marriage will make 2 people more closer & loving each other.Afraid mite lose one another.CRAP!To me love is when you trust him,you adore him,you look up on him,accept him the way he is.No compromise.Well,i just hope for the best in my marriage.I dont care much wat my friend or family say bout my life..It my life afterall.I am the one facing it so yeah..let me handle it.Be it hard one or easy one.Happiness never come easy though.You have to work hard to achieve your goal.We are nearer to year 2010.I hope to by then i am wat i am.I don want to be a burden to someone.I want to be independent Lady.Where people dont have to talk behind my back.Its actually hurting wen pple say bad bout urself direct to you.Its hard to please people nowadays.As for me,im simple.You dislike me,just dont bother bout my life.keep your BLOODY mouth shut!!And move your feet AWAY!! To who may it concern,even if im not as high like your children,but i have a Good heart unlike you who kip on BITCHING around.Wearing tudung doesnt mean you are good.U are much worst than an ANIMAL!!I pity everyone around you who have to bear with your NONSENSE.. Oklah..i gtg now.. need to get some rest now.. |
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